Thursday

Regarrrdin' Exams

Alright, now where do I start? The fact that I'm glad exams are over, or the fact that I did not screw my exams up but yet I don't feel any good about it at all. I have my reasons for saying all that y'know.

So yeah. I stayed up making little notes for myself with different coloured pens and all sort only for the sake of exams. And I was pretty confident answering all of the questions, and also very much enthusiastic when it came to presenting it - also accompanied by a gazillion butterflies fluttering away happily in my tummy and my brain twisting and turning like some old newsreel while I wandered to my examination hall wondering what in the world was gonna happen to me.

I could practically already feel my heart throbbing in my throat.

Okay I do not know how that makes sense, but yeah. I get that almost each time I sit for my papers. Oh and my brain cells also literally choose to die in the midst of exams.

Ugh.

Oh and yeah - back to where I started. I am very much glad that exams are over, and I'm hopping off to watch Step Up 3D in a bit later evening.

My presentation, what I thought went well - clearly went haywire when my lecturer did not accept my point of view, whereas the others who got the similar scenario got it right. I find this literally unfair. And I see lady-luck ain't on my side. It makes me cry to know that my effort just went off to waste. Just like that. I'm hoping for a pass, I swear. Nothing but a pass.

God bless me. And you.

Kthxbai.